The biggest stumbling block for any person is his or her own mental block.
Currently my mind is a mess of mental blocks and am not able to do a single thing. Bloody hell!
I keep telling myself, what is the worst that could happen happen anyways?
I could lose my job.
I could lose some friends.
I could never lose my parents except by circumstances beyond my control.
And if I’m hit by a Tsunami, again that’s beyond my control.
So, these days I keep telling myself to have courage, be bold and be yourelf.
Right now I am very nervous about the events that shall unfold in the next few hours. I want them to be a success, but I have so much to do.
Am totally confused.
At times like this I feel that deep within me, there hides a helpless dyslexic.
Anyways, I was a little shocked by Parveen Babi’s death. I think she was one of the most attractive, bold women Bollywood has ever produced. The end was tragic just like Marilyn Monroe. Of course, the two were polls apart.
Marylin wanted fame and adulation, was a bit of bimbo and could do just about anything to get to the top.
On the other hand Babi wanted to live her life on her own terms, was passionate about living and was bold.
Unfortunately they were both schizophrenic and the end was rather lonely and tragic.
Sigh!
What events, Merril? You got me worried. Hope nothing serious.
What events, Merril? You got me all worried. Hope it’s not serious.
You know you can always count on me. So fret not. Just breathe easy.
And get back to being yourself !
my dear friend
nice chat we had yesterday.
ankur
Hi Merril,
whats getting you so tense? by the time you read this u will have gone through those events!. Don’t worry too much…. you are pushing yourself I guess. Just beleive that you have what it takes (I do..).
Take care… all the best.
Hey people…am doing good…was just stressed ou at the time…and at times like that I can make it sound like I’m about to be hit by a Tsunami!