How Do I Deal With The ‘Forces’?
Have been subject to a barrage of verbal diaorrhea in the past few days…and it is confusing…in fact even disturbing…because I am not always able to express in so many words.
I sometimes come across as being meek and mild…but that is exactly what I am not…silence is not a sign of vulnerability or indecision. I believe that less is more and I do not have to repeat my stand like a broken tape-recorder.
The immediate task at hand is not to let my voice be drowned in the drone of babbling voices which now have started to echo even in my self-concious.
It is easy to be brainwashed into to continuing with the tasks that no longer have a meaning in my life. These tasks have become obselete and must be done away with. But the transition is not proving to be easy.
Sigh!…
Anyways, for those of you are reading this…Sandeep, Paul, Altaf, Sana, Meera etc etc etc thanks for bearing up with my philosophical spiel…will be back to my usual shallow self in the next few hours.
Guess we all get into that state from time to time…